Not-so-Strong Timothy
The world is made up of people with different personalities and different temperaments. It is part of the amazing variety which God designed into all creation. And yet, curiously, we tend to think that others should be more like us.
They are type-A’s and type-B’s. You know the “A’s” because they pretty much announce themselves wherever they go. The “B’s”, not so much. Why would you brag about being second class? And yet we know that under every Type-A there are a host of Type-B’s doing the more mundane work, and often doing it quietly. Paul was a Type-A, praise the Lord. Timothy, Type-B, and again, praise the Lord.
A lot of us are much like Timothy. No, we do not take God’s strength for granted and presume that it is our own (like Samson). Rather, we mistrust the availability of such strength, and are tempted to shrink from hard tasks at hand rather than take necessary steps of faith (also hard) that will lead to an experience of strengthening that comes from God.
I think of Timothy as a great helper to Paul. Paul could not do all that he did without helpers, and Timothy was especially dear to him. In 1 Corinthians 4, Paul refers to Timothy “my beloved and faithful child in the Lord.” Paul, whose life was spent in the furtherance of the Gospel, also poured himself into Timothy.
So Timothy was called for a time to live in Paul’s shadow. Paul was a giant in faith and passion, and his shadow was broad. It was a good place to be. Paul’s faith would have a strengthening affect on others - on Timothy. But when called to leave the shadow, that may have been when Timothy would begin to quaver. Maybe Paul could face down all these enemies, but Timothy was not so sure.
In my mind, Psalm 3 seems to address the Timothy’s of the world, the Type-B’s. Let’s see if it fits. It takes a person who has counted himself out and brings him around so that he finds confidence in God once again. The sovereign God is tender to such people: Psalm 3:3 - “But You, O LORD, are a shield about me, My glory, and the One who lifts my head.” The Lord provides the struggling soul with unassailable protection all around; one finds that the glory of God outshines the glory of men; and our strong and kind Savior lifts our downcast faces so that we can look in His face and be assured.
In light of this, Timothy-types, who may not have found their courage, find their voice, and they cry out (and keep crying out) to the Lord. The chorus of that song/prayer goes like this: “And He answered me from His holy mountain.” What do you do when you find the future to be bewildering and intimidating? Take it to the Lord in prayer. What is the result? Hope and a new confidence and, we assume, a new boldness. Listen to the awakened believer in the bright, new morning of faith and confidence: “I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people Who have set themselves against me round about.” Are you shocked by the change? Could that same change happen in Timothy? In you?
All along, Timothy had stayed faithful in the small things; the ordinary things. Listen to Paul describe him: “I have no one else of kindred spirit who will genuinely be concerned for your welfare. 21 For they all seek after their own interests, not those of Christ Jesus. 22 But you know of his proven worth, that he served with me in the furtherance of the gospel like a child serving his father” (Philippians 2:20-22).
Timothy was not a flake or a bum. He was a faithful servant, a faithful servant who at times found the low-water level of his faith falling below the red line. This would result then, not in over-reaching heroic efforts to make things happen. It would rather lead him to doubt himself and his place in the whole Gospel project. But again, if we allow Psalm 3 to write the end of the story, we find the kind of confidence in Timothy that sounds like this: Psa. 3:8 “Salvation belongs to the LORD; Your blessing be upon Your people!”
